For the past couple of weeks I've been letting my praying slip. I think about it and then do something else.
This causes me to try to do my will instead of God's.
Big mistake.
I feel cold and discontent. I'm angry and can't relax.
Last night I couldn't sleep. It was after 2am and my body wouldn't relax. I just felt like hitting things and scratching my arms and eyes out.
I started to think of why.
Then I realized, I needed to physically get on my knees and pray. So I did.
I prayed and prayed.
I think I need an alarm to remind me to pray. Because I don't want to feel that way any more. I don't want to get angry at my kids for stupid stuff. I don't want to lose my patience so quickly.
I need to make sure I pray.
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