In my head, I cannot, for the life of me, keep my thoughts clear. They keep getting muddied and boggled. I keep forgetting what I tell people.
I am sober.
But I cannot contain my thoughts. At all. I can't get them organized. I can't focus.
I jump from one topic to another. Miss things at work. Things that I shouldn't.
It is all just moving so fast. I just wnat to be able to focus on one thing. To not have to be doing 5 things at once so I do all of them half way and nothing to my potentional.
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