Prayer

I've been praying.

A lot.

I feel like I am praying all the time.

Your will, not mine, be done.  Your will.  Not mine.  Over and over and over.  Because I always want to grab control.  I want to make it happen.

But where do you make it happen and let it happen?  Where is that distinction?  How will I know?

I keep having these weird thoughts.  People breaking into the house.  But I don't know why.  Do I not feel safe?

Probably not.  I have no idea what my husband would do if we were in danger.  Should I know?  Should I just have faith he would be there to help protect us?

Or does all of that faith belong with God?

Probably the latter.

It is the latter.

through Him all things are possible.