At church, we serve wine during communion. We also have a non-alcoholic wine. The non-alcoholic wine is in the middle ring of the tray.
The middle ring was empty yesterday.
Empty.
All that was there was alcoholic wine.
I froze. I took the cup because I had to. But I panicked. I had no idea what to do. Because I knew if I drank even that little bit, I was going to be in trouble.
Even that little bit.
When we were dismissed from the altar, I went to the Sacristy and put it on the counter. Went to the bathroom and cried.
I couldn't handle it. I did handle it. But I felt this rush of panic.
I didn't drink it. I am okay.
But I am going to make sure there is non-alcoholic wine from now on.
I thought I was supposed to be safe at church.
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