Why can't I drink like a "normal" person?
The fact that I am asking myself that, means I'm definately an alcoholic. It means alcohol has taken over my life. It means I am right where I need to be, AA.
I can't blame my drinking on anything or anyone else but myself. I can lie to myself all I want, but that is just going to drive me to drink again.
Right now, it is getting easier. I was so used to drinking nearly every night. I just wish I could sleep.
There are a few people in the group, who I feel are just as awkward as I am. Because I am very awkward. I make lame jokes. But I am always genuine.
Forever Young - Bob Dylan
Let Her Cry - Hootie and the Blowfish
Just a couple songs that I like to listen to.
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